Whoa, hello =).

My sleep’s finally been inching its way to something reasonable, god bless. I know, weird way to start this, but I

• Dont know how to start this

• Me not getting sleep makes me feel like im experiencing reality differently (I dont like it)

In more sick news, im getting the digital piano in like two weeks :0. Thats pretty cool too, ive saved nearly enough and im excited to mess around with that. There’s so much cool stuff I wanna play, from both the sheet music that god knows when is arriving and all the other stuff online. I just like the piano, I WILL learn it and it WILL be fun =).

Something about that smile compared to the regular emoticon is odd and I like it =).

Been trying to get off my socials more too, insta and youtube to be specific are my vices. Youtube more so, I fall in rabbit holes that I have no business going under and its not even that fun most of the time you know? Depends on the rabbit hole tho honestly. Like, I loved the homestuck videos, but I have no business watching anything related to fucking dream or family guy (what part of the algorithm thinks id watch video essays on those 2??????), both r boring.

Instagram was cool since the alt account I have gets the bestestest art account (and I loved usedsoil’s friday posts <3) but im on more than id like so same situation, consti-tuation.

Also, I swear to god there has to be a name for when you learn about something and suddenly it exists everywhere, why do I get a penumbra phantasm reference THE MOMENT I finish watching the video on it on an unrelated but stilldeltarune video????? Same with pianos, theyre just fucking everywhere now and I dont understand if its genuinely a stroke of luck or my goblin brain only now seeing it.

O, the academics. The blog post for project skills was due, I hadnt finished the second post. Needless to say, I finished the second post (not without some hurdles but hey 900 words wasnt asking for that much so we made it through just fine in the two days we had). Theres also a math and physics exam next week, alongside the english meetings and coursework (I believe 1500), bit stressful given the constraints but what can you do really ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. My main gripe is none of this really, more the website we have all our learning tools on.

Ill be frank, it fucking sucks. Even the teachers know it. Choosing a module is fine but going in and out of sections is clunky, choosing videos or clicking on the borders or clicking on any link closes it and its really annoying. Its also really scatterbrained in how everything that isnt specific lessons for the each week (like exam contentbinfo) is god knows where and you have to scavenge around modules and through long files looking for info like it, and somtimes links dont work and one of the powerpoint slides has chinese letters instead of mathematical symbols????? Its a big load of hodge podge, but we’re ballers balling so im sure itll be fine.

Also metaroom released a new track and its nice, I liked it, it has this one part in particular (youll know if you listen) that captivates me and I love it. I swear his music is so odd and experimental, but so good. Theres this tick it scratches out of cranium with stuff like the oxidized archive and embryoglyph and DOG BUS and its REAAAAAALLY satisfying, im practically CURSED with this feeling :D.

(https://youtu.be/uxeE8zpwsqw?si=09obeK2fu2DKfUNM)

(Please dont click the link, youd kill me if you understood what I just did. Keep yourself ignorant on this if your not already, im sorry either way)

Anywho, thanks for dropping another song from nostalgia mother mother, I liked it too :). It sounds familiar, but it has their charm, and segways nicely into make believe, which is still FUCKING AWESOME.

(heres the channel u goober https://www.youtube.com/@MotherMother)

Also danny brown and EIGHTY?? Im not complaining, eight songs are whole different atmosphere but it works, more undone brain worms, never stop.

(https://youtu.be/zWwzzPWpiAg?si=HbTpWu2kzocZ0_Tb)

Last thing, I wanna redo my tomodachi life island. Ive been away from it a while, but rather than actually tend to my 3 miis im just gonna redo it, add some old and a bunch of new miis. If youve got any recommendations or wanna be added, email me :p. Would be fun.

Now, ive still got some more deltarune videos id like to share, but past that im going to bed. See you all next week :).

https://youtu.be/C3cDB0jeo04?si=qx5NKCtikvFWxmRU

https://youtu.be/tkYiKJNbzJE?si=mcIIriFAvpiBe9QP

https://youtu.be/btP20100_i8?si=BTsPFkHLDp0dxUBp

https://youtu.be/6Vfc61BjhUQ?si=iyO_z7t0dHdxt0ld

https://youtu.be/EFtF7-29l0I?si=9TZfrbaE4XO2k96V

https://youtu.be/65ytzMxBSy0?si=5ZSDd1nrivyiSRjW

(Not deltarune, but I like EkoEsh and tally hall and yumme nikki is cool and the art is DELICIOUS and this edit is really good :)))

Goodbye now

-merceded-benz

(all kel memes are cannon)

((pics from https://nochocolate.tumblr.com/post/149428477782/99-is-charas-birthday-at-least-its-a, https://es.pinterest.com/pin/1022598659140511151/ & https://uk.pinterest.com/pin/every-kel-meme-is-canon-art-by-me-btw–9570217950474840/))