Herbs

Hello again world

I had a good time this week, it was pretty fun. Went out with some classmates, finally finished that culture fair(it was alright), got the vacuum so I finally cleaned u the house and it feels much nicer now. The vacation started too, so I have full liberty to do whatever I like for the next month or so, so long as I have the money to do it(most of it will be free anyways). Its exciting.

All that being said, I dont have as much energy as I did on the last post, mostly because its been drained with all the different activities, the housework, and the diet. It’s still kinda weird, that I have to put effort into every meal of the day in a way you just didnt have to in a family. Its perks are astronomical though, that same freedom lets me mess around in ways I wouldnt be comfortable otherwise, try foods that would normally be a gamble, since who knows what my parents feel like bringing from the store or cooking tonight. Of course, it was undoubtably better at home in this regard, we’d be asked about this stuff all the time so im not trying to say that they were at all restrictive, they werent. They gave me and my siblings anything we wanted unless it was too costly or wildly unhealthy, and I love them to death for that consideration and level of freedom that they gave. But this, both being the person getting, making and scheduling, all on top of not having anyone looking out for you or constantly watching your every mistake, it still is liberating.

And I do want to talk about that for a bit, since it could be that im too sensitive or shy about these things of course, but nobody being here to comment on my diet, work ethic, weight or anything else that came to their mind is again, really puts me at ease. Again, im grateful for all that I got and really did have it great at home, but I just didnt feel comfortable doing the things I do now. I wouldve never thought to sing along to songs, knowing my sister is in the other room or just with the notion that I dont have a good singing voice. Its fun. I wouldve never played music in the shower, again thatd bother both my sisters and my parents (my sisters room is a wall apart and my parents are adjacent??? to my room (if you were looking at it from the top my room would be down, sisters to the right, bathroom on top of mine and then parents room to the left of that)). Im still not used to calling or videoing friends being able to say literally anything I want and not just in my room(still being mindful that someone is listening so trying to keep the volume low), without comment or worrying about anyone hearing me or seeing who im talking to. Its all, again, very liberating. Of course it does mean I have to be responsible over a lot more now but thats not something I ever felt bothered by. I may be a bit tired now, and I dont really care that I am its good that im learning to live alone like this, but its the first month. give it some time and it’ll have subsided. Its mostly the diet that’s feels like its throwing off my energy, but again that’ll grow better with time. I think its already pretty good, especially for breakfast since ive already gotten used to making eggs all the time, but I havent had bread for a while. Shouldve gotten some a while ago but never bothered to :p, wont happen again tho.

O yea, I finally got the 3ds :). Its been a hell of a rollercoaster, and ive loved every second of it. Took a minute to set up and had to get a smaller micro sd card but the custome firmware turned out great and ive been playing tomodachi life to my hearts content. Here’s some of that.

Ill get screen recording set up sometime, but not right now.

Alongside tomodachi life I started animal crossing new leaf, amnt out of the tutorial phase or anything but its very charming. Same goes for pokemon soulsiver, got chikorita as my starter(thought id change things up since im usually always fire or water type) and sorta called it a day a few minutes after, it was getting late :V.

Cant wait to get some of the kirby games though, it was one of the biggest reasons alongside pokemon I wanted a 3ds and I already know planet robobot will be really fun.