Sorry about that. Not much eventful happened Saturday, I was just tired :p.

Things have been about the same though finished week one of CS50X and that was quite fun. Now that Ramadan is starting in a couple of hours, I’m obviously gonna have to start going for Tarawih. It seems as though there’s a lot of social pressure that’s about to come up based on that fact, and that its best to go everyday, but I only see myself being free to do it on Thursdays and Fridays, the weekends. otherwise it’d really impede the rest of my already about to be shaky schedule and make it a mess. I’ll go tomorrow though and see how things unfold, maybe I’m overexaggerating after all.

On top of that, gonna begin putting a lot of effort into studying for calculus and computer science principles to ace their respective exams and the CSP project, but the project will hopefully come in due time both from the resources given by Collegeboard and the CS50X course.

Aside from studies though, I’ve had really bad shoulder pain since my last physiotherapy session, but hopefully, that’ll be fixed in my next session.

Drawing has been quite fun. I missed yesterday just cuz it slipped my mind, but I’ll get back on today. Not sure what I’ll try this time though.

I’ve also been much more introverted recently. I don’t like to use labels like an introvert to describe myself, as it is very much dynamic and something that changes for people over time, at least that’s how I think. Plus, everyone’s got a little bit of both anyway. Back on topic though, I find I’ve been striving to be by myself a lot more. I’ve gone out to walk way more as of late, and been going out with people significantly less. I can already imagine that a negative connotation might hang over me in the not so distant future for being like this, a classmate already going out of his way to call me less fun after the vacation(I’m sure he meant it in good faith and was just worried but it was still a distasteful comment) since I was so much more social with classmates just a couple of weeks back, but I don’t mind. I’ll just have to let things unfold, and I’m quite enjoying this direction anyway. Are there reasons for why this is happening, problems that need addressing? Maybe. but inshallah we’ll overcome them without worry. I’ll be able to enjoy the time I have to myself, and look back and be happy that I did so.