Hallo.

I’ve built up quite a nice routine this week, that being wake up early (2-7 am), watch and or play chess, make food and or coffee, draw a little bit, and play Valorant. Its been fun. I made tuna shakshuka for the first time a few days ago, and I think it turned out alright. My sister liked it, so that tells me it’s at least decent. Made it again today without the tuna and the recipe to follow, and it was also good, but I got tomato paste all over my shirt trying to add it to the heated pan. Pretty fun.

Sleep pattern is probably gonna get thrown in a dump tomorrow though, since I have the rainbow 6 siege tournament to attend to with friends. Great time I’m sure, but it going past 8 pm in the boulevard is bound to kill me, so I’ll wake up extra early and take a nap midday. sounds like a fair compromise. Afterwards, things will probably just fizzle out right back to normal

Been revisiting lemon demon recently, nice songs. I used to watch these really smooth animations of his songs from an artist I forgot the name of, just search up “lemon demon animations” I’m sure you’ll find them, buttery smooth animations of random-ish shenanigans, it’s quite fun. Back when I found those videos in early high school, grade 9 or so, I remember putting the animation of modify on one of the computers, which is weird. I didn’t want to watch it, I just wanted other people to see, which in itself was weirder because up until that point I was deathly afraid of people knowing I liked stuff like that. Didn’t really matter though, I had a pretty bad reputation in my old school anyways. I still think about it from time to time though, there were some nice memories with some nice people. Happy I moved though. In terms of schooling, things turned out for the better.

I wonder how Lebanon is going to be. Now that I’m going to AUB in just a week or two, things are gonna change quite drastically from how they are now. It’s a shame I wont have the pc with me, but at least I have a lot to do and don’t need it THAT much. don’t get me wrong, it’d make life a lot easier, but my parents don’t trust me to manage my time well and don’t want me playing as much. Shame, considering taking away the pc literally makes no difference, I can mod the MacBook, go to pc cafes, probably a million other things plus the fact that they don’t trust me enough to take the pc is disheartening, but nothing I can do about it. Just live with it, and it isn’t that bad anyways, ill work around it >:).

Once I am in Lebanon though, I really wanna sign up at an old music school I went to as a kid. Went to learn the guitar, never really followed through. But now I feel like I could come into it with a lot more determination to become competent, just at the piano this time, it’d be a good time. Cant wait.

To be honest, I don’t have much left to say, I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW ITS ALREADY SATURDAY AGAIN. Ill leave it here for now, and maybe ill come back and talk more tomorrow, and maybe I wont. I’m tired, Goodnight :)).